It's A Silly Time To Learn To Swim When You Start To Drown
"I opposed the Defense of Marriage Act in 1996. It should be repealed and I will vote for its repeal on the Senate floor. I will also oppose any proposal to amend the U.S. Constitution to ban gays and lesbians from marrying." ~Barack Obama
She doesn't see things the way they do. The sun comes up every morning and she drags herself out of bed, met by the cold morning air because they like to sleep with the heat turned down low and the fan on. Night sweats, you see. Plus the entanglement of legs and bodies keep them warm under the comforter. Keeps them warm from the cold.
She goes through the day watching everyone around her, wondering what they're thinking and if it might in any way resemble what's going on inside her mind. She knows it's not. She knows they don't think the way she does. She knows that if they ever caught a glimpse inside her head...well, she knows that would be a bad thing.
They go on about their lives around her and she pretends to do so, too. Pretends to be one of them, part of the crowd, one of the gang, a wheel in the machine. Nothing could be further from the truth.
They hold together and keep each other safe. "Friends and Family." All mixing together and laughing and enjoying just being around one another. They use it to shield them from whats reallying going on in the world around them. They try not to think of it and huddle together under their roofs as if walls and ceilings will shield them. A comforter keeping them warm from the cold.
Night comes and they all retreat to their homes ready for the days end. Most of them rarely venture out into the night, preferring instead to lock themselves away, settling for entertainment behind a screen. They watch, flipping channel after channel, but it's all the same. The horror of the world they avoid in the daylight comes streaming into their homes, filling them with the dread of the world. Luckily the glass protects them from reality. It's someone else's reality, after all, not their's. It could never happen to them.
Her favorite thing in the world to do is sit in the dark with music playing in the background whilst the universe unfolds before her eyes on another screen of glass. At least in that screen she can find some truths with the click of a mouse. At least she doesn't try to avoid it. At least she's not afraid of the dark.
Sometimes when everyone else is sleeping she sneaks out into the world and speads her brand of mania throughout their lives. She usually doesn't try to hide this and sometimes gets in trouble for it. She only wants to be herself but they fiercely attempt to take that away from her.
"It's not normal," they say.
"Neither am I," she thinks to herself. "Neither is the world."
They all have their own brand of insanity. From the woman who walks down the street counting every step she takes, to the man that rapes and kills whole villages just for sport. They all have something they want to hide.
She doesn't like to hide the insanity. She likes to take it out and spread it on the bed and roll in it. She lets it get all over her and it's so much that it spills onto the floor and down the stairs and out the door. It drips onto the street and the next thing you know it's loose in the world and no one can stop it till she herself decides it's enough. Which is rarely.
Usually she just takes the pills and hides it behind her eyes they way they all do. The way YOU do. Some thoughts are just too horrible to share.
In the quiet of the night she sometimes wakes and untangles herself from the bodies of others then just sits there watching them.
She wonders if they're drowning.
Lesbian Issues...kinda sorta.
It's OFFICIAL! Men are no longer needed.
Sperm cells created from female embryo
By Roger Highfield, Science Editor
Last Updated: 7:01am GMT 31/01/2008
Sperm cells have been created from a female human embryo in a remarkable breakthrough that suggests it may be possible for lesbian couples to have their own biological children.
British scientists who had already coaxed male bone marrow cells to develop into primitive sperm cells have now repeated the feat with female embryonic stem cells.
So, all...most of the women of the world got together last weekend while you men were either drinking, working or taking out the trash, and decided that MASS EXTERMINATION of your now semi-worthless species will begin this summer. We will of course keep the VERY strong for moving heavy objects, lobotomised, and the genius' among you, scientists, scholars, writer of Ultimate Spider-man, but other than that you. are...GONE!
No point in discussing the issue, the plan has already begun.
From the, "WHOA, my fantasies are now complete" files, as reported by news outlets everywhere last September...
Marcia Brady aka Maureen McCormick Had Lesbian Sex With Jan!
I thought it was old, old news that the Brady's were not as clean cut as their TV counterparts. I think one was gay and died of AIDS, Greg was banging Jan, and Jan was banging Peter, or something like that, but it seems that Marcia was really actually banging Jan. No way! Maureen McCormick details her lesbian experiences with Jan (Eve Plumb) in her tell-all book which hits shelves in 2008.
A source told The National Enquirer, "The most explosive comments will be how the then-blonde, blue-eyed cutie developed a crush on Eve Plumb, which led to some sexual play. This book will certainly come as a shocker. While Maureen is not a lesbian, she reveals there were some sexual hijinks going on behind the scenes. It's bizarre because she played such a virginal character on the show."
If we knew back then what we know now, this could have possibly helped the Brady girls careers. Thank God for 2007 where naked pictures, cocaine and lesbian scandals actually raise your star-meter instead of lower it. The Brady Bunch days must have been such a bore, since they had to keep underage lesbian sex quiet, sounds kind of like Nazi Germany.
Over the last few months I have watched hundreds (Dozens, even!) of short lesbian films and, although I couldn't find screencaps for any except my top pick, each one is truly a gem. Most are under ten minutes. The ones that are longer, all under 20 minutes, are split into separate parts.
What do you do when your new live-in girlfriend goes to help out her ex?
How to stop those morning sneezes.
private life-part 1
Woman dresses as man, man dresses as woman, hap-hap-happy ending.
When your girlfriend is really a slut.
Weeki Wachee Girls-part one
Seems like the 70's again.
A girl gets on a subway and sees something she REALLY likes.
"I don't know if I'm so inclined..."
Lust, Love and Lothing
It's okay to kill, as long as it's funny.
Sara's pick for BEST lesbian short film.
In a post-apocalyptic world, a young woman finds someone that makes her risk everything to get outside. 2006 Winner of Comic-Con Film Festival's Best Sci-Fi Film.
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Just One Time
Her boyfriend wants to watch her with another girl...just one time.
Buffy Reunion Update!
The good news...
David Boreanaz may attend the Q & A !
The cast of BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER are to reunite for the first time since the hit show ended for a chat with fans at a TV festival in Los Angeles.
Seth Green, Sarah Michelle Gellar and David Boreanaz are expected to attend the question and answer session, which has been organised as part of the William S. Paley Television Festival next month (March 08).
Green says, "I can’t remember the last time everyone’s been in the same place, so something hilarious is bound to happen."
The bad news...
It's officially SOLD OUT! :(
Buffy Season 8 comic nominated for a Kid's Choice Award!
Try The Buffy Online Jigsaw Puzzle
YES! WE! CAN!
Watch this AMAZING video by Eric Balfour titled, "Yes we can!"
The Strange Death of the Woman Who Filed a Rape Lawsuit Against Bush
by Jackson Thoreau
November 18, 2003 – Early one Saturday afternoon in July 2003, I made a simple phone call to Margie Schoedinger, a Texas woman who filed a rape lawsuit against George W. Bush in December 2002. I expected to leave a message on a machine, so I was caught a little off guard when Schoedinger answered.
She, too, sounded somewhat surprised I had called, saying she hadn’t heard from many other reporters. But she talked to me for a few minutes about the legal action.
"I am still trying to prosecute [the lawsuit]," said Schoedinger, a 38-year-old African-American woman who lived in the Houston suburb of Missouri City. "I want to get this matter settled and go on with my life."
Well, Schoedinger hasn't gone on with her life. In fact, three months after I spoke to her, she died in an apparent suicide. And this matter remains unsettled.
ABC News: Killer Germ Comes Home With Troops
Troops arriving home from Iraq and Afghanistan have been carrying a mysterious, deadly bacteria, according to a new magazine report.
Doctors have linked the bacterium acinetobacter baumannii to at least seven deaths, as well as to loss of limbs and other severe ailments, according to the report, which found the bacterium has spread quickly since the war in Afghanistan began in the fall of 2001
9/11 inquiry head 'tried to shield George Bush'
By Tom Leonard in New York
Last Updated: 1:55am GMT 05/02/2008
Philip Zelikow, the 9/11 Commission's executive director, allegedly attempted to intimidate staff to avoid findings that would be damaging to President George W Bush, who was running for re-election, and Condoleezza Rice, his then National Security Adviser.
These happy characters are Peruvian anti-riot police, who are seen here parading in celebration of Peru's independence day. Yes, they are terrifying. This makes Peru the latest entry in a long list of countries I will try to avoid rioting in. I'm still all about rioting in Canada and Sweden, however.
We Are In A LOT Of Trouble!