Welcome to my darkness. If you've come to condemn or are offended by the insanity at this blog then GO AWAY! Your God doesn't live here!
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7/30/06

Everything's Eventual

7/29/06

Live fast, love hard, die with your mask on!

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"Every day you sit behind your desk and you learn a little more how to accept the world the way it is. Well, here's the rub... heroes don't do that. Heroes don't accept the world the way it is. They fight to change it." ~Lindsey McDonald

Okay, I was doing a google search for new horror pics and decided to google my name. I came across this, (Check out the top post.)
http://howtorockstar.blogspot.com/2006_04_23_howtorockstar_archive.html
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I have never been SO flattered in my life!!! This made me feel so very special! For those of you too damn lazy to click the link, here's what it says...

"Sara Jane Poe knows how to Party
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Sara's blog is dark and luscious and real. Her attitudes and pictures spark a vivid sense of NOW. Thank you Sara for bringing light into my world. Don't let the tender image mislead you, this bundle of genius packs a wallop and goes straight for your mind and she flattens your expectations. Interspersing authentic lesbian erotica for lesbians with wrestling captions and outragiously accurate political satire and commentary, Sara is an uncut gem worthy of greater readership."

I showed it to Lora and Emily and they're making me feel like the Queen of the Internet. Their praise, tho slightly over the top, has made me feel like a better person. ^_^

Five years ago I was a short, skinny little four-eyed nerd that most people avoided at school. I had severe mental problems, no friends, and it seemed like my life was going nowhere except straight to the mental hospital.
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Now, I have friends and...

Okay, still short, skinny and probably will have another stay or two in the nut house but people like me, THEY REALLY, REALLY LIKE ME. Just for being the person that I am!!!

You sick bastards!Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Go google XSaraXPoeX (Results 1 - 10 of about 2,840 for "xsaraxpoex".) and see the fuckin' craziness that is me then come back and tell me you like me. You'll get a lot of links to the jinxworld forum. That's the Bendis board that I usually hang out at.
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I also read a lot of that blog and it's pretty interesting. Check it out. If you like me (Sick bastards!) you should like it, too. Thankx Ben Mack!Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

Last Sara pimpin' for the night; Sometime this weekend I will pass the ten thousand visitor mark. YAY4ME!!!

I'm gone now. Much to do. Laterz.

~Sara<3

p.s. Agrichadron, where are you???

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7/27/06

I Am Sometimes An Innapropiate And Unsettling Girl

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Currently Listening To;
Somewhere In The Night sung by Scott Bakula
What if God was one of us by Joan Osbourne
Full of Grace by Sarah Mclachlan
Wild Horses by the Sundays
Nothing compares to you by Sinead O'Connor
Sing for the moment by Eminem
Theme from Casper
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Silence is golden but speaking your mind is priceless. Years ago I took an unplanned trip into the darkness and never came back. I'm there now. Amongst all the little creepy crawly things that scurry about underfoot and SCREAM loudly when you accidently step on them. I've taken to stepping on them on purpose just to hear them cry.

Last night I was woken by the sound of children playing outside my window. I looked to see who it was but no one was there. I can still hear they playing. Outside in the darkness.

Today I asked Lora and Emily if they hear it, too, but neither do. Lora questioned me, fearing for the small amount of sanity I still cling to, but I lied and told her nothing.
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Silence is golden after all.

They're out there now. A girl and a boy from the sounds of it. I can't see them but I know they're there. They get silent sometimes but I'm afraid to open the curtain to see if they've left because I know that as soon as I open it to look they'll be standing there, bloody and dark, staring back at me.

A girl I met in Newman Clinic who had the same MANIA I have once told me that ALL CHILDREN laugh at her. She could hear them constantly and had thought many times about picking up a butcher's knife and going out to cut their little throats. For some time I couldn't get that visual out of my head.
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Tick, tick, tick. Hey, little chick. Come to Sara and visit with her knife. It might be fun but will probably cost your life.

I wonder whatever happened to her?

Oh, well.

Emily thought I was joking when I told her that all the people around me have locks on their kitchen knife drawers. No, I'm not dangerous, I just have this thing about burying them in the backyard that won't go away with time. Just a little something I can't shake.
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S'okay, just taking time out from other things to post here. I pulled my Buffy story out of the drawer and will begin a final draft after I get this other stuff done. I don't know whether to post it as I finish each chapter or the entire thing at once. Anyways, it won't be ready till the end of the year so...

Gotta jet now. Much to do-ness before sunrise.
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~Sara<3
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Also...Wanna be in a Sara Mood? Go to this paage and download the small (61kb) zip file called "sarasdarkness.zip." Contained within are some VERY cool midi files you can listen to on your media player. These are what I usually listen to when I blog.

http://www.oddworldz.com/xsaraxpoex/blog/

There are a few other files there, too, that you might want to check out. All are small and one is a Jessie/Katie vid.

And please never forget, there is only one GODDESS in entertainment today...!Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
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7/23/06

Addiction, violence, GAY sex..all the norm!

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"As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being." ~C. G. Jung "Memories, Dreams, Reflections"

Gotta start by givin' big (As in HUGEHUGEHUGE!)SHOUTS to the upcoming Joss Whedon penned "Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season Eight!" Tho only in comic book form it's STILL by the creator and genius behind Buffy, Joss Whedon.
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So get it and enjoy. I surely am. :p

I have a lot to type about and it won't be in THIS post. I kept up the offline journal I started in May, but it's mostly hand written and needs to be typed up. (And NO, Jim, my hand writing does NOT look like chicken scratch! I wrote that letter whilst in the car on the way to the post office so...)

Anyways, I have a tale to tell and am staying up tonight to put it on my comp. We are officially home, and with a brand spankin' new kitchen ta boot!

I also have something NEW for the Internet that should be ready next weekend called "Everything's Eventual."
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Till then...

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting~Sara<3

Oh, and REMEMBER>>>*Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting*

**Obligatory LESBIAN pic added*
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7/19/06

BACK...kindasorta

Hiya to everyone that still stops by. (My site visit count is waaaaaay down to like, less than 30 visits per day.)

We had a small house fire that led to some MAJOR rewiring. We've been staying in town with a friend (Who not only didn't have Internet access but she DIDN'T EVEN HAVE CABLE TV!!!) but I was told today that we could move back home this weekend.

So next week I'll be online more often. Thankx for all the comments and thankx to DM Jim for getting my snail mail and letting people know I was okay and not in the nut house. :p

~Sara<3