"Rage More!" ~Piper Perabo from the movie Lost And Delirious!
As everybody that reads my blog knows, I've stated several times recently that I wanted to find a new Internet girlfriend. Well, that was a LIE. Now, I'm not use to telling lies so bear with me on this while I explain real quick.
See, my thoughts haven't been really about getting "A" Internet girlfriend, but rather on a certain someone that I think a lot about.
She's reading this now I know and is going to be surprised to hear this, but the only reason I said I wanted one, and the only reason I mentioned it to her several times in my e-mails, was because I wanted HER as my girlfriend.
When I first mentioned it to her she said, "Internet girlfriends are BLAH." Which TOTALLY broke my heart. I thought, "Well, she thinks I'm a friggin' wierdo now so I better just fuggetaboutit."
Then a few days ago I mentioned it again as a joke and gave her a couple *wink, wink*'s. Her reaction...
"Sara, if those winks were for me I would LOVE to be your Internet g/f." BIG SMILE!
So we talked. Chatted. Discussed things. Shared fantasies, that you are NOT going to hear about, and are slowly working to define our new and exciting relationship.
This is a girl that I've been very fastinated with for quite a few months now. Have you guessed who it is yet?
She loves anima and deviantart.com. Girls and Star Trek: Voyager. Has just started getting into comic books, and looks like a TOTAL DOLL with glasses. If you haven't guessed then Iiiii'mmmm nooooot gooonna teeeeeeellll yooooouuu!
Here's some of her artwork, too. Her original character: Kitsune And her blog. Which is an excellent read, by the way, just don't try to steal her pics because she locks them. (I know, I've tried.) Oh, and you won't see any comments from me there 'cause she BANNED ME! http://www.darkstarlings.com/blog/blog.php?author=Red_Dove
Last thought; will the visitor from Stockholms, Sweden PLEASE sign up and post, or e-mail me at email@example.com. I would LOVE to hear about Sweden. PLEEEEEEEASE!
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Why Heroes? by Sara poe
There comes a time in life when we all want to be a hero. To gain some magical power that sets us apart and above everyone else. To save lives, fight the bad guy, win the girl, and lead the world into a more perfect tomorrow.
Nowadays, whatwith the world looking more and more like a stinking cesspool, spiraling further and futher down into a burning torturous HELL, it seems like we need a hero now moreso than ever.
Some who was different. Better.
Someone who could help change the world.
That's why the show that comes NBC Monday nights called, "Heroes," is so very important to us fans right now. With characters like...
Peret Petrelli and Hiro Nakamura, who know what's RIGHT and what's WRONG and fight for the former with all they have to give. Nathan Petrelli, who, in THIS GIRL'S opinion, had a great tear-jerking moment at the end of the season finale, showing that he was truly a hero. Claire Bennet, the cheerleader that needed to be saved. She just wants to be normal. Nikki and Jessica Sanders, super strong mirror images of one another. Matt Parkman, a cop that only wants to get ahead in life.
D.L. Hawkins, he just wants to raise is son and love his wife. Molly Walker and Micah Sanders are ADORABLY cute and excellent young actors playing very serious roles. The bad guys are perfect bad guys because they truly believe that what they're doing is the right thing to do.
The storyline is rich and powerful and *SPOILER ALERT* in the season finale, when Claire is about to shoot Peter so he doesn't blow up like a nuclear bomb, then Nathan swoops down and he and Peter, with all the other characters watching, take off into the sky so Peter can explode harmlessly, showing that sometimes heroes die to save the world...
I choke up every single FRIGGIN' time I watch it.
Next season NBC is going to make it EVEN BETTER by upping the episode count to thirty. They'll be adding episodes called Heroes; Origins, that will introduce a new character each episode and FANS will be able to vote online for their favorite, deciding which will join the regular show. The show reminds me a lot of how Buffy the vampire Slayer started out. The first season was good, but not great, and each season thereafter it got better and better. I expect the same from Heroes.
I would urge anyone that wants to watch a very good show to check out the links below and get ready for next season.
My favorite character, sexy Peter Petrelli, played by Milo Ventimiglia (Rocky Balboa) has the ability to duplicate any other heroes power he comes in contact with. What's more, he keeps that power. Making him VERY powerful. So far here are the powers Peter has aquired (If I missed any let me know)...
Flight (From Nathan) Regeneration (Claire) To stop and move thru time (Hiro) super-strength (Nikki) Telepathy (Matt) Futurist (Isaac) Generate radiation (Ted) Invisibility (Claude) From Sylar he got these powers...
Ability to EAT BRAINS (YAY!) and steal powers. Telekenetics Super memory (From Hiro's friend Charlie that he couldn't save.) Super-hearing Ability to melt solid objects Ability to freeze molecules
I don't know if he got close enough to the people to have these powers...
Intangability (D.L.) Computer control (Micah) Locate people (Molly) Remove memories and block others from using their powers (The Haiten)
And these people have powers but we don't know what they are yet but Peter came in contact with them...
The NEW Google Homepage! Sara LOVES this. Google has always been my home page but now you can choose your own design, link to your gmail and blogger, set links to your favorite websites so you get real time updates from them. You can also add your local weather report that updates in real time.
You can even make tabs so you have access to several homepages at once. I keep a Google screen open at all times now and it saves me the time of checking email and websites that I visit daily because they're all right there at my fingertips.
Plus, the NEW gmail offers pop mail and connects to your other emails. COOL!
Turner Classic Movies (TCM) is going all out for Pride this June. The network will present Screened Out: Gay Images in Film all month long. Author Richard Barrios (Screened Out: Playing Gay in Hollywood from Edison to Stonewall ) will host this look at gay and lesbian images in classic Hollywood movies. He'll be joined by TCM host and film historian Robert Osborn. Other commentators inlude Tab Hunter, Michael Musto, Charles Busch, and Alan Cumming.
Are you having trouble with the graphics on my blog? I got an e-mail from someone that says the youtube videos from older posts are popping up on newer posts and covering the graphics.
If anyone is having this problem please tell me so I can fix it.
If anyone is interested in becoming a member of my blog, Everything's Eventual, http://sdpresentsee.blogspot.com/ and posting news and lesbian content you can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org with the heading, "EE Member" and I'll get right back to you.:)
Passed all my classes with GREATNESS. I feel very good about myself. As do Lora and Emily. We three all got our credits and are ready to advance to the next level of university life. Lora will be leaving me and Emily, so to speak, next year. She's going to be taking business classes mostly whilst Emily and I are sticking to the things that will help us in our perspective careers.
I'm gonna be a writer and Emily a teacher. Lora wants to learn how to run a business to help her with her job in the community. She says that she plans on doing it the rest of her life, or until they throw her out. Continued from last blog entry; Jessica showed up at my door the next day. She pulled my bike out of the trees across the street from her house and rode it over. She also apologized for running away. She got scared and paniced.
She said she waited for me in front of her house once she got home for a while. I apologized to her for dragging her out in the middle of the night to do something I KNEW would be "wrong." I also introduced her to Lora and Emily so I didn't feel guilty about hanging out with her.
If you've read the blog entry where I met up with that English chick Beth some months back then you know why I was feeling that way. Laura doesn't seem to like her, but I think that stems mostly from jealousy. She's afraid that Jessica will take her place in my life. Or maybe she thinks that we three will bring Jessica into our SEXUAL ESCAPADES instead of her. (I know she wants me, LMFAO!) Seriously tho, I love my sister TO DEATH, but she would never go out into the night and SPREAD MANIA with me. It's just not her thing. Come to think of it, I don't think Jessica will be up for it anymore either.
I've run out of late night partners. :(
Angelle would go out with me. Yeppers, if Angelle lived here she would DEFINATELY go out with me at least once. Maybe more. She's a GREAT person and I really lust...um, I meant LOVE her.
Well, that's all for now. I'll have another tale to tell by the weekend I'm sure.
Oh, if any Firefox users are having problems seeing the graphics here please let me know. Someone told me that old youtube videos I've posted are appearing on top of new pics.
So if I understand this correctly, we are paying Musharraf $1 billion a year to strike immunity deals with the warlords thought to be harboring this man we're paying him to catch? This is appalling on so many levels. Given the huge sum of money we're paying this man to implement policies that are counterproductive to our national security and yield few results, how can we possibly consider him our "strong friend and ally"? Let's review the Bush administration's record for a second and how insane it is for them to suggest (and for his water carriers to defend) that they are "strong on terror": First, they ignored countless warnings pre-9/11. (more below the fold)
Then they allowed bin Laden to slip across the Pakistani border. Then they propagated a non-existant link between 9/11 and Saddam Hussein to drag us into a war that has not only destroyed our military, treasury, and moral credibility, but has also made us infinitely less safe by creating an entirely new generation of Islamic extremists hellbent on destroying America. Then, as if all that wasn't enough, they shut down the CIA unit dedicated to huting down the man President Bush once pledged to bring to justice "dead or alive." Can anybody tell me with a straight face what this administration has done right in the war on terror? Anybody?
To put this into perspective, that yearly $1 billion could have insured 600,000 children; paid for more than 17,000 teachers; or sent 48,000 kids to college for four years. But no, it's smarter to give it to someone who could seemingly care less about apprehending America's #1 fugitive.
LINKZ and Stuff!
Imagine Me And You Starring Piper Perabo and Lena Heady
THE best site for a free scan of your computer. They tell you just whats wrong AND how to fix it. Sara recommends this site HIGHLY! http://pcpitstop.com/
Actress Diana Hold *Diana is also a writer and VERY talented artist. (And a good friend of mine.) I was born in Germany and moved to England at age 17. During my time at College I discovered my love for acting but didn't dare considering it a career choice. I ended up in a 9 to 5 office job.
After playing a part in a production of Arthur Miller's The Crucible I packed my bags, returned to Germany and family and took acting classes until the money ran out.
Today I am working in a part time office job, always ready when an opportunity presents itself to do what I love.
In my spare time I enjoy writing my own comic book series and drawing pages of it. I also enjoy web design, talking to friends, playing all sorts of games and most recently I started writing screenplays for short films. http://www.dianahold.com/
Location: Darker than any place YOU wanna be!, United States
I am a writer. When interesting events happen in my life I write them down as best as I can remember. I read them over and over and add my thoughts and feelings and sometimes humor to them. The stories you are about to read are mostly true. I am a writer. ~Sara Poe