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4/26/06

Leaving America?

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"The government of the United States is not in any sense founded on the Christian Religion." ~George Washington, wrote these words when the Treaty of Tripoli was negotiated. (The treaty took effect under John Adams.)
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With all that's going on in this country lately and the level of intolerance and seperatism, my family is now SERIOUSLY talking about packing up and moving to some place with a little more freedom to be who we are.
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When the president says that "maybe Americans have too much freedom," after men a WHOLE HELLUVALOT BETTER THAN HIS CORRUPT, LYING ASS died so that we could have this freedom, we're all thinking that maybe it's time to go.

Lora and I have talked of this several times past but now my step-dad and several other prominate members of the community are seriously talking about starting a community (Or something resembling one.) somewhere else in the world.
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Canada has been mentioned. So has Scotland and Switzerland. Russia, too, although the Russian mafia might make that undesirable.
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Emily, my sister Laura, the Bishop family, the Raye family, along with me, Lora, my step-dad, baby brother and a couple others just might be coming to a country near YOU!

Just to show you all how ABSOLUTELY FED UP with the current sitch we are, we got the video shown below in the mail today.
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We never sent for this and didn't ask nor want it but nearly everyone in the community got one. So in a fit of RAGE we three went around the community collecting these things, gathered them all up in the ceremonial field behind the community center, and began JUMPING UP AND DOWN JUST STOMPNG THE FUCK OUT OF THEM!!!

We kicked and cursed and eventually piled up all the pieces and set them afire!

Praise Jesus.

Lastly, on a totally unrelated note, The Necropolis Chronicles Book One can now be bought from here, http://www.indyplanet.com/catalog/product_info.php?products_id=67
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This is the book I pimped here, http://sarasdarkness.blogspot.com/2005/12/necropolis-chronicles.html but with a new cover.

~Sara<3

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In Genesis 19:8 After the people of Sodom demand that Lot bring out the two angels so they may "know them," Lots says, "Look, I have two daughters who have not known a man; let me bring them out to you, and do to them as you please."

Wanna know what we'd have if I had been Lot?

Raped angels.
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http://www.halliburtonwatch.org/
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http://www.thegodmovie.com/

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4/24/06

I'm home...

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"The Christian resolve to find the world evil and ugly, has made the world evil and ugly."~Friedrich Nietzsche

The funeral of a child is far too depressing to talk about.

Lora and I were made to feel VERY unwelcome and, because of this, Emily has vowed to never talk to her family again. Lora and I still have hopes that once she calms down things can still be worked out.

Hope.

I got home late last night and have barely slept so...
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~Sara<3

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Our "Christian" Founding Fathers
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John Adams, 2nd President (1797-1801). Unitarian.
"This would be the best of all possible worlds, if there were no religion in it!" Peabody, ed., (John Adams, A Biography in his Own Words, p. 403)
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During the Adams administration the Treaty of Peace and Friendship (Treaty of Tripoli) was ratified by the Senate. Article XI stated:
"The government of the United States is not in any sense founded on the Christian religion."

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Thomas Jefferson
3rd President (1801-1809). Deist.
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"The day will come when the mystical generation of Jesus, by the supreme being as his father in the womb of a virgin, will be classed with the fable of the generation of Minerva in the brain of Jupiter."
Thomas Jefferson (letter to J. Adams April 11,1823)

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James Madison, 4th president and father of the Constitution.
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"Religious bondage shackles and debilitates the mind and unfits it for every noble enterprise."

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Benjamin Franklin, scientist, diplomat and delegate to the Continental Congress and Constitutional Convention. Deist, Freemason and not a Christian.
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"As to Jesus of Nazareth, my Opinion of whom you particularly desire, I think the System of Morals and his Religion...has received various corrupting Changes, and I have, with most of the present dissenters in England, some doubts as to his Divinity; tho' it is a question I do not dogmatize upon, having never studied it, and think it needless to busy myself with it now, when I expect soon an opportunity of knowing the Truth with less trouble."

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4/22/06

Sad, Sad Thing:(

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"But the youth, looking upon him, loved him and began to beseech him that he might be with him. And going out of the tomb, they came into the house of the youth, for he was rich. And after six days Jesus told him what to do, and in the evening the youth comes to him, wearing a linen cloth over his naked body. And he remained with him that night, for Jesus taught him the mystery of the Kingdom of God." ~Secret Mark Gospel

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Emily's three year old cousin was killed in a horrible accident. We're heading to Alabama. Life isn't fair. :(
http://www.cullmantimes.com/homepage/local_story_109230911.html?keyword=leadpicturestory


~Sara<3
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Something for the new group of conservative buttheads that have been recently emailing me.Image hosting by Photobucket
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http://www.jesusneverexisted.com/
"Since God has spoken to us it is no longer necessary for us to think." ~St Augustine
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4/17/06

Night's Quiet Came Again In Night's Quiet Way.

Lots has happened.

Wrestlemania, the EVENT, was SPECTACULAR! My Ric Flair prediction didn't come true and HHH didn't win the WWE title but at least he came out of Wrestlemania looking better than when he went in.

It was a heckuvalot of fun.

A bigger event happened in Normal, IL when Emily, with Lora at her side, told her parents that she's gay. It did NOT go as planned. They were very unaccepting and have tried since to talk Emily into coming home whenever they call her or she them.

Emily has been depressed, and naturally Lora and I feel it, too, but she's trying her best to stay confident that things will eventually work out.

Other thing; Lora put down her first man. (I was SO proud of her.) If you remember the fight she got into with Erika (October 2004.) and lost, plus I got punched in the ka-nose, well she's been taking Tai Kwon Do every Wens uptown and has not missed more than a class or two.

One Saturday just past she was at a gas station in West Quincy late at night and these guys were hitting on her. They seemed drunk and since it was just after bar closing time...

Anyways, they followed her outside, my sister Laura was in the car waiting, and when she ignored them one of them PUT HIS HAND ON HER! In Lora's words...

"I hit him in the solar plexus with a thrust punch, then a side elbow to his head, then I grabbed him by his hair and kneed him right in the nose."

Then she hopped in the car and came home CHEERING as she walked through the door.

The last time she fought it was her and Erika rolling around throwing girly punches. I was there for that one. I just wish I'd been with her that Saturday night.

Something new; I won't ramble on too much about this but if you remember me telling about the community in Wisconsin merging with the one in Maine, well we're also getting about ten new people here. For the last couple weeks we've been turning an empty house right around the corner, across the street from drunk Jacob's house, into a little conveniance store. The community has also built a small apartment complex for new arrivals coming this summer.

Plus the carisol has arrived and will be operational SOON!

Emily loves coming home after school and going straight to the store to help out. She's been painting, unloading, setting up, among other things and trying to make herself a helpful part of the community.

At first she seemed content to do nothing but Lora's ways are rubbing off on her and she wants to feel like she's "earning her keep." It makes me proud that I'm with two such strong women and don't think I would want them to be any other way!

I'm also glad they don't have the same high moral standerds that I do. :(

I also got my very first Easter basket! Emily, bless her, pulled them out of where she had been hiding them this morning. (Sunday.) I actually didn't know what the heck it was at first. (YES, I know what an Easter basket is but never having one it didn't register right away.)

Not being a Jesus worshipper, I felt kinda funny about accepting this UGLY pastel plastic covered, yet WONDERFUL SMELLING, piece of religious falsehood till the three of us simply agreed to make up our own NEW holiday we officially call BUNNY SUNDAY!

Hey, if the Christians can do it SO CAN WE!

Sister stuff; My little sister won't go home. :( I'm serious! SHE WON'T GO HOME AND EVEN SAT IN MY ATTIC WITH ME T'OTHER NIGHT!

I've been helping her to stretch her limited imagination by explaining how sound DOES NOT EXIST in that form till it hits your eardrums and is converted. Before that it's just pulsing invisible waves.

She's having trouble grasping this concept. The world would be silent if life didn't exist to hear it and if a tree falls in the forest with no one around it makes no sound.

Except on BunnySunday.

More tomorrow...

~Sara<3