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3/19/07

The Profound and Utter Darkness of Mere Being!

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"Failed. Good. Reconsider. You do not need to do this. Why?" ~Agric

So, I was supposed to go out and take some pics today but SHIT HAPPENS and Lora kinda fReAkEd out on me. See, a few months back my therapist and I were talking about some anger issues that I have. She suggested that I try out the good ole' fashion beat-something-with-a-pillow-bat, and even supplied afore mentioned pillow bat, AND suggested that I use monsterhead as my target.
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For those of who don't know monsterhead is; I bought this glow-in-the-dark monster head that comes out of the wall like a moose head. Except it's, y'know, a monster. Week three of it being in my possesion, and continiously talking to me (BAD, bad things about Lora.) and then me mounting it on my baby's sewing dummy so it would have a bady, Lora decided that it should sleep in the bedroom down the hall with dead grandma. (The two of them bicker sometimes, but get along surprisingly well most of the while.)

Anyways...
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I tried the pillow bat and it just wasn't that satisfying. So, deciding to get a little more creative, I went and gathered certain clothers from each of my family members. They're mostly the ones I get mad at so it made sense to dress monsterhead up in whomever I was angry with at that time THEM pound it mercilessly, right?

Still not satisfying enough.
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Recently, since I stopped burying them in the backyard, everyone has been more lax with locking up their kitchen knife drawers. Sometimes we evem go for days with it unlocked. So I went down and got my favorite knife, the one with the black blade, and started using it instead of the soft puffy pillow bat. (Favorite word; STAB!)
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Well, Lora, who NEVER goes into that bedroom for some reason, decides to clean it out so my little sister Laura can move in at the end of the month. She turns 18 on the 25th and is going to live with us full time.Lora finds the sewing dummy dressed in her clothes and full of stab (STAB!) wounds. She kinda fReAkEd out. (Which is why I didn't tell her what I was doing in the first place.) So we three staying locked in "talking" about my anger issues.
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I tried to explain that it really wasn't a big deal and USUALLY it was wearing my sister's clothes anyway so... But she thought it was a serious problem that neded immediate attention. Maybe she was right.

So we spent the day listening to Dhalavira by Kitaro and discussing OUR feelings.
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Catching Up With Old Friends...
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My friend Agric left his home today to go and live in the forest with tree people and will be offline for a couple of months. I'll miss you, Agrichadron! Safe journey.

Moonspider was banned from the Bendis Board because of his porn addiction. He's back now.
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DMJim does nothing but work, sing with his sister and draw pictures of girls. (See pics below.)
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Jon Dye is Changingshades.
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I don't know what that means but it sure the FUCK does look eXtreme!


Rodger looks busy.
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Kent doesn't seem to speak to me much anymore. Kubiak has disappeared. :( So has Tia. :(

Angelle...well, I feel like I've known Angelle forever.


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Blessedbe, Sara<3

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3/12/07

There Is A Light In The Universe That Never Goes Out!

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I won't go into all the full boring details as to why I've been offline, tho there are some stories I need to tell. For the most part it was decided, not by me, that since I was spending very little time online as it was that we should stop paying for expensive DSL and switch over to dial-up till my time was more open.
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I, however, decided that dial-up SUX BEYOND WORDS and therefore it was best just to do entirely without the Net for a couple months. I made a few visits to the library ut other than that I stayed offline completely.
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I also took a road trip to pick up some cousins in Maine, got lost in a snowstorm in Ohio, met people with names like "Ro-Ro" and "Dun Dun," hung out with some nuns in the forest, and spent a little time in Taylor, Michigan. All that is a totally 'NUTHER story that I'll tell some other time.
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Right now I'm going to cocentrate on school, that story Rodger from Drako Productions wants me to write (I've enlisted the help of my SUPER SEXAY friend Angelle.) and my blog. Other than muh grrlz, those will be my priorities since I'm no longer needed at the center or the store.
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I started a Buffy the Vampire Slayer post for her 10th anniversary that I never finished. I'll be posting that in a few weeks, and Wrestlemania 23 is coming up so...
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More laterz>>>>>>
~Sara<3
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3/3/07

I have returned...

Events have kept me offline for the lasttwo months but those events have been resolved and I will SOON be blogging again on a regular basis.

~Sara<3