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6/30/07

Been out of town lately...

We three took a short vacation to clear our heads due to recent events. I'll have a VERY GOOD post up this weekend sometime for you guys. :)

If anyone knows where I watch watch The L Word season 4 online or download it please let me know. I've searched my butt off to no avail.

~Sara<3

6/23/07

There's A Place On The Other Side Of The World Where Everybody Lives

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"It's been my experience that the average male is never a man, not even for ten minutes in his entire lifespan." ~Bethany Sloane, from the movie Dogma.

Went to grandma Etta's 100th birthday party last night. She didn't show up. I only stayed for about 45 minutes. When things started to get emotional I left. Still not ready to deal with such things.
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Today was overall a good day. I met up with Jessica and we went to Hopskin's Hill again. We sat there and smoked a joint staring out over the Mississippi River. I'm not USUALLY one to smoke pot during the day, especially outside, but I was holding some for Lora and when Jessica found out I had it she asked to smoke one.

Today was really the first time I laughed in a while. I told Jessica that she was adorable and she blushed and kissed me on the cheek. I stopped right there for fear of things going in a way they shouldn't.
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After I dropped Jessica off at home I rode around, slowly because I was pretty high, and went down to the old cemetery on the far side of the community. The last person was buried there over fifty years ago. It was too small and I guess the concept "everybody dies" hadn't sunk in when it was la1d out back in the 1800s.

I pulled some weeds off of the graves and tried to make the place look as tidy as I could. The name Poe was on a few of the headstones, which made me stop and think. By the time dusk came I decided the job was too big for one day so I plan on going back next week after work a few times till I get the place looking lived-in again.
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So to speak.

Before I got home I rode by Elder Malcolm's house. He was sitting on his porch and when I stopped to say hi he told me that he planned on putting security cameras up to catch me next time I TPed his house. I asked when, and if he could save me a copy of the tape. It's something I would LOVE to watch.

When I got home we three went to Walmart to spend some of our paychecks. I bought some magazines, writing paper, a small black shaggy rug that my feet are currently resting on, and Sims University Life. I plan on making some college students and killing them horribly. (Too soon?)
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It's 4:am and everyone is wide awake. Lora is reading on the BIG BED behind while Emily and my sister are downstairs watching tv and playing monopoly. Tomorrow night we're having some people over and more likely than not, DRUNKENESS will abound.

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~Sara<3

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Mischa, Mischa, Mischa!
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Not only is Mischa Barton a pothead, but now she's a THREE TIME, THREE TIME, THREE TIME lesbian. On film, that is. Mischa's currently filming a flick in Russia called, "Finding Tatu." It's about two girls, a Russian and an American, who are both OBSESSES with the POSER lesbian band Tatu and meet at one of their concerts. The film co-stars Shantel VanSanten a former contestant on the short-lived NBC reality show "Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Model Search." Shantel was one of the first contestants eliminated.
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Mischa's first foray into lesbianism was in MY personal favorite film, "Lost and Delirious." (Can you say PIPER PERABO!) She played a wee widdle BREEDER in that film but she was still adorable.

Then she played in season three of the ALSO short-lived show, "Once And Again," with Sara's favorite lesbian couple, (Sorry Willow and Tara.) Jessie , played by Evan Rachael Wood, and Katie, played by Mischa. They had a few really sweet scenes and the kiss below.

Recently in the very popular show, "The OC," (Um...just cancellled.) she hooked up with URBER HOTTIE Olivia Wilde.

My hopes would be that Mischa would co-star in the movie Lindsey Lohan recently pull out of starring Kiera Knightly. It's written by Keira's mom...???...and is supposedly HEAVY on the lesbianism!
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Can't you just imagine Mischa and Keira rubbing nekked! Woo and HOO!
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Heroes Lesbian Character CONFIRMED!!!
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That's right people. The rumors are TRUE! And she is a DOLL! Her name is Lyndsy Fonseca, 20, and not only is she a lesbian, (Unless things change.) but she's also a cheerleader. *BIG smiles, everybody. Big smiles.*

Filmography
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Close to Home (2007)
The Beautiful Ordinary (2007)
How I Met Your Mother (2005-2006)
Phil of the Future (2006)
Big Love (2006)
Intellectual Property (2006)
Scarlett (2006) (TV)
Waterfront (2006)
Ordinary Miracles (2005)
Cyber Seduction: His Secret Life (2005)
I Do, They Don't (2005)
NYPD Blue (2004)
Malcolm in the Middle (2004)
Boston Public (2003)
The Young and the Restless (2001-2004, 2004-2005)
More here...
http://www.afterellen.com/blwe/06-22-2007


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And then there is...Naomi Watts! Just because she IS...Naomi Watts, and she likes to kiss girls.






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Sara Previews Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 8!
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So, Joss Whedon, creator GOD of Buffy the Vampire Slayer says that the Darkhorse comic of Buffy is cannon. (That means it happens IN the Buffy universe, pepoz.) I've read the first four issues, you should, too, and can honestly say...

I'm not impressed.

It reads kinda like fanfic. Like, this is what I, as a fan, would want to happen. (Not I=ME.) It has the obligatory I'm-bringing-back-this-dead-character-because-I-like-him, coupled with several VERY cliche moments and artwork that seems almost rushed in some places. Like there was a panal or two missing.

The story is fun to read and Joss makes all the characters true to who they are, but it's just not the "A" work I expect from something I have to accept as connon.

Then there's this from issue threeLESBIAN ALERT!...
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Joss wants you to think that it's Xander that kisses Buffy. However in issue four...
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GAWDDAMNIT, JOSS! You DARE to tease me with some Buffy lesbian love then just LEAVE for five issues!?! FUCK! You'd think with losing the Wonder Woman movie, not having anything on the tube nor any other movie prospects you'd find time to GIVE ME BACK MY FUCKIN' BUFFY!!!

At least a Faith tv show with Spike and Xander.

Please?

Oh, and NO Faith? WTF!
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BtVS season 8, issues 1-3
(.rar files containing .jpg files.)
http://rapidshare.com/files/37831498/BtVS_season_8_issues_1-3.rar
Issue four
http://rapidshare.com/files/38775377/Buffy_The_Vampire_Slayer_Season_8_4__2007___The_Minutemen-Mr.Miracle_.rar

Buffy and Faith; Damn, I wish I was Your Lover!


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In case you don't have it, Buffy's unaired pilot episode.
http://rapidshare.com/files/38061536/buffy_the_vampire_slayer_-_unaired_pilot.avi


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All things Wikipedia!
http://wikimedia.org/

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http://www.thelostlinks.com/

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http://www.newscientist.com/home.ns

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http://www.weholdthesetruths.org/

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http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/010605jackson.html

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http://www.onlythebestfreeware.com/default.asp

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http://www.disinfo.com/site/

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6/21/07

I Stepped Into The Light...And It Suddenly Got Very, Very Dark

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"Some women can't say the word lesbian... even when their mouth is full of one.” ~Kate Clinton

My sister and I are speaking again. As sisters are wont to do after inflicting such transgressions upon one another.

I'm sitting here, middle of the night, can't sleep, watching what at first I thought was some BORING ASS second rate horror flick but then noticed girls making out with each other, a female vampire sucking another girl's neck, and blood dripping from something I can't describe, so maybe it's not so bad after all.
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I can't sleep. I hear the tick tick tock of the click click clock as time sloooooowly passes but there's just no sleepiness in me. Lora and Emily are sound asleep on the BIG BED behind me. All stretched out and, Lora pantiless as she likes to sleep, and Emily snuggled up to Smidge, my cat. (That RAT-BASTARD never sleeps with me like that.)

My girls look very sexy and even more adorable laying together that way.

All the lights are out with only the brightness of my computer screen lighting up the room. It makes the shadows dance behind me and every once in a while I jerk around, half expecting to see dead grandma standing there holding my cat and walking towards me.
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This, for you new readers, would be dead grandma ELSA and NOT the recently passed grandma Etta. Grandma ELSA comes to visit me often when I'm in the state I've been in lately. She hasn't showed up YET but I expect her soon if I don't start sleeping regurlarly.

It's cool tonight so the windows are open and the bats and nighthawks are flying and flapping outside my window. Catching insects in the streetlight. I can hear coyotes howl in the distance and all seems serene in the world. The insects are chirping in the grass, looking for love on this cool misty night.
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I saw Jessica today for the first time since the funeral. She said she misses me and gave me a hug. It felt really good. (Plus her PERFECT breasts pressed against mine so, BONUS!)

Oh, the movie I'm watching on my comp as I type this is called "Insecticide" and there are no vampires. I was mistaken. But, YAY, blood, right? I think I just saw Riley Finn on it.
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My sweet, soft (I imagine.) and oh SO sexy Internet girlfriend, Angelle, has just gotten her passport and is soon to be heading to France for the summer. She will NO DOUBT find romance with some hot little Parisian THANG and forget about us till the Autumn comes and she returns to me. I hope she does.
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I hope she finds a love so great that it stays with her the rest of her life. I hope that because I love her so and want nothing but happiness for her. I might be a weeeeeeee bit jealous but that's OK because she needs this in her life if just for the fact that she's SO special to me.

Well, it's nearly six in the morning. I have to be up at eight. I think I'm going to take next week off of work. I'll miss that $300 CASH but I'm really not the working type (LAZY BIATCH!) and plus it gets to me being at the center where grandma Etta came everyday.

Today, Thursday is her 100th birthday party. We decided to celebrate her life even tho she didn't make it.
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~Sara<3

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Sara's TOP TEN Favorite Scary Movies!

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10. Invasion of the Body Snatchers
9. The Hills Have Eyes
8. Night of the Living Dead
7. Carrie
6. The Howling
5. Silence of the Lambs
4. The Exorcist
3. Jaws
2. May
1. John Carpenter's Halloween
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And since ALL top tens should have an honerable mention section...

~My FIRST exposure to the WONDERFUL world of fright; Creature from the Black Lagoon
~The COOLEST movie to watch late at night when you're alone; Plan 9 from Outer Space
~The FUNNIEST, BAR NONE!; I Spit on Your Grave
~Don't watch. Just...don't; The Last House On The Left
~Just because; The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. No remakes. Just the original.

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Introducing...
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http://www.lesbiantube.com/splash.php
That's right! Youtube can go to HELL! (Tho I'll still be using it for Buffy stuff.) Now we have somewhere to go for that not-so-tame LESBIAN ACTION! I, Sara Poe, have tested it and consider it TRIED AND TRUE! I've signed up, uploaded, and the video below is my FIRST forey into the HARDER side of lesbian love. ;p

***VIDEO REMOVED TILL BUGS WORKED OUT!***

Lesbian Theater now has a whole NEW meaning.

I planned to add a couple more here but they star automatically so I decided not to till I figured out how to stop that. If any of the regular posters are having a problem with this PLEASE let me know so I can fix it.


Heroes Lesbian Rumour! Plus *SPOILER ALERT*

Straight from tvsquad.com; Heroes season 2 spoilers

~A few high school characters living in California will be added to the recurring cast. They are: Gay cheerleader April; charming 18-year-old West, who doesn't fit in much; May, a mean cheerleader high schooler.

Sara says; WOOHOO! Lesbian AND a cheerleader!!! :p "Oh, Cllaaaaaiiiirrrreee..."

~Hayden Panettiere revealed that the first episode of Season 2 picks up four months after the finale. "A lot of things happened during those four months that people don't know about," she teased. "A lot of things changed and people will be like, 'Whoa!'" Hayden also hinted that someone did not survive the season-ending bloodbath, but check this out: NBC is holding a Heroes press conference tomorrow on the show's set and all primary cast members will be present and accounted for. That includes Santiago Cabrera, Jack Coleman, Greg Grunberg, Ali Larter, Masi Oka, Hayden Panettiere, Adrian Pasdar, Zachary Quinto, Sendhil Ramamurthy, Leonard Roberts and Milo Ventimiglia.]. Hey, wait a second - someone is missing from that list!

And remember when Molly spoke of "someone she dare not locate..." because he could SEE her?

~The season premiere and the episode following will introduce Kane, a recurring character that may become a possible regular. This man in his late 20s is referred, in the info we were given, as an ageless American with an European feel. He is said to be a charming womanizer who as a soul that seems to be older than he appears to be.

More spoilers here,
http://www.tvsquad.com/2007/05/26/heroes-season-2-spoilers/

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Clara's Summer


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And lastly, but CERTAINLY not least...ly, something dedicated to a certain someone who means a lot to me even tho we don't get to talk much; my friend Emerald Sundae! (Or as you know her, Sabs.)

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http://www.myspace.com/heartinajar
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http://mediamatters.org/

WWE Royal Rumble 2007 (Full Show, .wmv file, 472mb GREAT quality!)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=TH0ZXT2D

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I was going to post links to download Fantastic Four; Rise of the Silver Surfer here but my friend, imaginary lover, and all around SEXY MAN, Brian Michael Bendis works at Marvel, Marvel owns the Fantastic Four, yadda, yadda, yadda. So I'm CENCORING myself Just. This. ONCE. (But you guys have my email so... Brian, you owe me nudies.)

So instead I give you...
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Imagine Me and You 2005 DVDRip xVID (Copy and paste.)
http://rapidshare.com/files/34590903/IMaY2005-klepal.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34594629/IMaY2005-klepal.part2.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34598459/IMaY2005-klepal.part3.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34602608/IMaY2005-klepal.part4.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34607396/IMaY2005-klepal.part5.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34612733/IMaY2005-klepal.part6.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34617600/IMaY2005-klepal.part7.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/34619216/IMaY2005-klepal.part8.rar

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