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I met Lora in the 8th grade at Quincy Jr High School. I was EIC of the school newspaper, a NERDY assignment for sure but one I loved, and she had joined the class at the end of first semester. It wasn't till two years later that I found out the reason she joined in the first place was not because of some undying love of the written word, but rather she joined to meet yours truly. (That would be me.) Lora and I became friends, kindasorta, but I, being the fReAk of the school, was too UNtrusting to let myself get close to her and when the school year ended, so did our slight friendship.
9th grade; My arch nemesis since as long as I can remember, Jeffrey Hammond, who teased and taunted me mercilessly since Intermediate School, thought of a GREAT prank to play on the school freak. Over the course of two weeks he put four "secret admirer" letters in my locker. When the time came to meet said admirer, I was pretty excited and hurriedly made my way to the back table of the cafeteria during lunch hour where he said he would be waiting.
Upon reaching said table I found not some handsome prince that would make all the hurt go away and people start liking me, but rather Emmit, the school CPR dummy, with a picture of Charles Manson taped to his face and a sign pinned on his chest that read, "WitchSara your (sic) the perfect girl for me!"
It was a good prank. Everybody laughed. :( 10th grade; Just before Sam'Hain. I open my locked and this half crumpled piece of paper comes fluttering out and lands on the floor. I picked it us and started to read, "Dear Sara, I have wanted to tell you this for a long time..." at which time I immediately crumbled it up into a ball and tossed it over my shoulder. Fool me once...
Two days later there was another.
The next day...another.
I did the same with those as I did with the first. I didn't even read them fully, just crumbled and tossed.
Following Monday; my old friend whom I would see in passing between classes but rarely spoke to, Lorabelle Riley, showed up in journalism class asking if there were any spots open. Lora always wore one of those cheap blue Eskimo coats with the dog hair on the hood and reminded me of the basketcase from that movie "The Breakfast Club." There weren't any openings in journalism then, but after class I found her waiting for me at my locker. She asked if she could walk me home, a long walk indeed but everyone knew I could NOT stand riding the bus, because she had a problem and wanted my advice. It was pretty laughable that anyone would want my advice on anything but Lora had always been nice to me so I obliged.
We walked straight down Main Street planning to separate at 6th where Lora would turn left and go on to The Hills (Harrison Hills is the city's low income housing projects.) and I would go straight to my step-dad's restaurant where he would give me a ride the rest of the way home. Lora kept babbling about stuff that really had nothing to do with any problem she might have needed my help with.
Finally, as we neared 6th Street, I asked what she needed my advice on. She replied that she really liked someone but didn't know how to tell them. Confused, I replied with the standard, "Just tell them how you feel and be yourself," speech that you always get when people don't know how to answer THAT question. She was agreeable and as I told her that I had to go and would talk to her later she blurted out, "I put those letters in your locker."
It took about two seconds for me to realize what she was talking about and every quicker for me to start getting very angry.
"Why?" I asked, knowing that the anger was showing on my face. She got a really scared look on her face and said, "Because I like you."
Before I could reply she started trying to explain herself.
"Fuck you!" I said interrupting her and then walked away fully disgusted. Okay, let me make something clear. I had already had a girlfriend. Her name was Nancy and we had one summer together. Plus, my best friend growing up Catherine and I had been DOING IT since we were 12, so her being a girl was no biggie.
What got me made was THE FACT that nobody really liked me and there was no way, NO. WAY., anyone could actually like me-like me. She was OBVIOUSLY part of some new prank by the COOL KIDS who had found my faceparty profile and were planning to screw with my head AGAIN!
It got me so mad that when I got home I could barely think of anything else. I knew that tomorrow at school everyone would know and they would all be laughing at me again. Lora would be right there with them. The NEW cool kid, accepted because she conspired to get the freak with them.
The next day came and there wasn't a word said about it by anyone. I didn't even see Lora in the halls that day. I half expected printouts of my faceparty page to be plastered all over the school but no such thing happened. The next day came and it was the same thing. Nothing. Then near the end of school as I was getting stuff from my locker I saw Lora walking towards me in the hallway. She didn't even look at me. And as she got closer she actually put her dog fur hood on and hid her face as she passed.
I was confused, to say the least.
That day when I got home Lora was still on my mind. I started to think that maybe she was serious and really did like me. That maybe her LOSERNESS and my LOSERNESS was somehow just right for each other. I decided to dig out my old yearbooks and look for pictures of her. I found only one in the 9th grade year book, and one in the 8th grade jr high yearbook. She looked pretty much the same in both. Same dog fur Eskimo coat, same hair in the eyes, same unsmiling face.
AHA! I remembered that there was at least one other pic of her. The class pic from 8th grade journalism. So I flipped thru the pages till I came to the pic. Lora's face was easy to spot. She was sitting right next to me, which I didn't remember that she had been, and had her head turned towards me. And she was smiling.
She was looking at me and smiling.
Can you just imagine how that made me feel. I honestly think I fell madly in love with her in that single instant. So the next day during lunch hour, (All 10th graders ate lunch at the same time.) I went outside in the courtyard looking for her. When I saw her I didn't hesitate, walking right up to where she was sitting, her nose in a book as usual, and said hi, hoping that she didn't hate me for what I had done.
Sic = spelling in context; Square brackets are most commonly used around the word 'sic' (from the Latin 'sicut', meaning 'just as'), to explain the status of an apparent mistake. Generally, sic means the foregoing mistake (or apparent mistake) was made by the writer/speaker being quoting.
High Art Syd, a newly appointed assistant editor of Frame magazine, discovers that the woman living above her flat is none other than the talented yet enigmatic photographer Lucy Berliner. When the two of them meet, Syd gets acquainted with both Lucy's past work and her circle of phlegmatic, junkie friends. Seeing a definite career opportunity, Syd encourages Lucy to shoot new pictures for her magazine. At the same time, a strong attraction starts to develop between them. As the photo assignment continues, both Syd and Lucy are forced to examine their own lives and loves.
USA Today reports that DC Comics, who just finalized a deal with NBC/Universal for their Wildstorm imprint to collect the comic book material that has been presented on the web into graphic novel form. To date, there have been 43 different stories presented online, with art by a variety of artists including Michael Turner, Marcus To, Mitch Gunnell, and Phil Jimenez. The book will feature new covers by Alex Ross and Jim Lee. http://forum.newsarama.com/showthread.php?t=122620
House Votes to Ban Permanent Bases in Iraq July 25th, 2007
Today, the House passed H.R. 2929, Banning Permanent U.S. Bases in Iraq. This bill states that it is the policy of the United States not to establish any military installation or base for the purpose of providing a permanent stationing of United States Armed Forces in Iraq. It also states that it is the policy of the United States not to exercise U.S. control of the oil resources of Iraq. The measure bars the use of any funds provided by any law from being used to carry out any policy that contradicts these statements of policy. More here, http://www.speaker.gov/blog/?p=621 Sara says; `Bout fuckin' time!
The community pool is finished and filled. It's 10pm here and we three are all waiting till it gets late so we can be the first to test it out. Hopefully no one else has the same idea. I VERY MUCH doubt if Lora will go for HLS (Hot Lesbian Sex) out the fear that since it's open to the entire community, someone will have the same idea as we and walk up with mine and Emily's heads between Lora's legs. She's very conservative when it comes to such things.
My sister was invited to tag along but declined. Lora, and mostly Emily, are trying to interweave Laura more and more into our relationship. It's like, since she lives with us, and she's GAY now, that we should make her FULLY a part of our lives. Now, we three have all talked, briefly, and all agree that NONE OF US are going to EVER sleep with my sister. It's just not a DOABLE thing on SO many levels, so don't expect any tales of sisterly LOVE.
Having my sister more involved with we three would probably be a good thing for her, calm her down a little maybe, but I would feel kinda uncomfortable with the whole sitch. Especially if she starts bring home strays. Jesca is cool and fun to be around, (Plus, have I ever mentioned that she has THE most perfect breasts? FYI.) and when she gets drunk she gets flirty and likes to rub up against people. The five of us could even have a HUGE orgy without me and Laura ever worrying about coming into contact with each other. (JOKING!)
I was actually hoping that Laura and Jesca, both 18, would take one of the community apartments together. They wouldn't have to pay rent and could work in the gardens or get jobs in town and be a happy, loving couple. But my sister's WHOREDOM screwed that up. Well, the lights in the community center just went off so that means we should start getting ready for...Tonight's Pool Adventure!
I'll let you know what happened next post. ~Sara<3
Sister My Sister Christine (Joely Richardson) is the maid of a well-to-do widow (Julie Walters) and her daughter (Sophie Thursfield). Her sister, Lea (Jodhi May) is hired on the recommendation of Christine. The two sisters become increasingly alienated from their employer, separated by barriers between the classes. With only each other to turn to and Christine experiencing much jealousy as to her sister's interest in anyone else, the relationship becomes sexual, adding to the tension between the sisters and their employer, ultimately leading to paranoia, repressed rage and murder.
Vampyros Lesbos 1970 1hr 20 min 600mb rar password; BoobMeister (Copy and paste) http://rapidshare.com/files/27950975/VampLe.part1.rar http://rapidshare.com/files/27953950/VampLe.part2.rar http://rapidshare.com/files/27956927/VampLe.part3.rar http://rapidshare.com/files/27960226/VampLe.part4.rar http://rapidshare.com/files/27963092/VampLe.part5.rar http://rapidshare.com/files/27947874/VampLe.part6.rar
Bunch of SHORT pROn vidz. All Lesbian 3 rar files. Each one containing a couple dozen short vids. Can be downloaded and opened seperately.
Femme: A feminine woman who is mostly attracted to masculine women, or "butches".
Butch: A woman who adopts what would be considered masculine characteristics. Lipstick Lesbian: A feminine woman who is attracted to other feminine women. Chapstick or Soft Butch Lesbian: A chapstick lesbian is also known as a soft butch or androgynous. She usually dresses quite casually and does not wear make-up. The term Chapstick Lesbian was popularized after an episode of the TV show Ellen. Someone asked Ellen if she were a lipstick lesbian or what. Ellen replied, she was more of a chapstick lesbian.
Blue Jean Femme: A Blue Jean Femme is a lesbian who identifies as femme, or feminine, but prefers jeans and more casual clothing to dresses and skirts. High Femme: A femme who dresses very femininely: high heels, makeup, skirts, etc.
Lipstick Butch: A Lesbian who is feminine in appearance and masculine in personality.
Sapphist: A Lesbian of culture and refinement. Diesel Femme: A feminine Lesbian who fixes her own car.
Stone Butch: A stone butch is a lesbian who gets her pleasure from pleasing her partner. She does not like to be touched sexually. Sport Dyke: A sport dyke is a lesbian, who more than anything, identifies with being an athlete. She may also dress in a manner that would give the impression she is an athlete, like baseball caps, sweatshirts and jeans.
Prescott Bush Plotted 1933 White House Coup Document uncovers details of a planned coup in the USA in 1933 by a group of right-wing American businessmen. The coup was aimed at toppling President Franklin D Roosevelt with the help of half-a-million war veterans. The plotters, who were alleged to involve some of the most famous families in America, (owners of Heinz, Birds Eye, Goodtea, Maxwell Hse & George Bush’s Grandfather, Prescott) believed that their country should adopt the policies of Hitler and Mussolini to beat the great depression. http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio4/history/document/document.shtml
Protesting The War May Now Be A Crime On July 17, 2007, Bush quietly issued an executive order entitled “Executive Order: Blocking Property of Certain Persons Who Threaten Stabilization Efforts in Iraq.” By this order, he made it a crime to commit, or to pose a significant risk of committing…, acts of violence that threaten “the peace and stability of Iraq,” or undermine “efforts to promote economic reconstruction and political reform in Iraq and to provide humanitarian assistance to the Iraqi people.” http://www.bestcyrano.org/THOMASPAINE/?p=160
Fourteen Defining Characteristics Of Fascism 1. Powerful and Continuing Nationalism - Fascist regimes tend to make constant use of patriotic mottos, slogans, symbols, songs, and other paraphernalia. Flags are seen everywhere, as are flag symbols on clothing and in public displays.
2. Disdain for the Recognition of Human Rights - Because of fear of enemies and the need for security, the people in fascist regimes are persuaded that human rights can be ignored in certain cases because of "need." The people tend to look the other way or even approve of torture, summary executions, assassinations, long incarcerations of prisoners, etc. 3. Identification of Enemies/Scapegoats as a Unifying Cause - The people are rallied into a unifying patriotic frenzy over the need to eliminate a perceived common threat or foe: racial , ethnic or religious minorities; liberals; communists; socialists, terrorists, etc.
4. Supremacy of the Military - Even when there are widespread domestic problems, the military is given a disproportionate amount of government funding, and the domestic agenda is neglected. Soldiers and military service are glamorized.
5. Rampant Sexism - The governments of fascist nations tend to be almost exclusively male-dominated. Under fascist regimes, traditional gender roles are made more rigid. Divorce, abortion and homosexuality are suppressed and the state is represented as the ultimate guardian of the family institution.
6. Controlled Mass Media - Sometimes to media is directly controlled by the government, but in other cases, the media is indirectly controlled by government regulation, or sympathetic media spokespeople and executives. Censorship, especially in war time, is very common.
7. Obsession with National Security - Fear is used as a motivational tool by the government over the masses. 8. Religion and Government are Intertwined - Governments in fascist nations tend to use the most common religion in the nation as a tool to manipulate public opinion. Religious rhetoric and terminology is common from government leaders, even when the major tenets of the religion are diametrically opposed to the government's policies or actions.
9. Corporate Power is Protected - The industrial and business aristocracy of a fascist nation often are the ones who put the government leaders into power, creating a mutually beneficial business/government relationship and power elite.
10. Labor Power is Suppressed - Because the organizing power of labor is the only real threat to a fascist government, labor unions are either eliminated entirely, or are severely suppressed.
11. Disdain for Intellectuals and the Arts - Fascist nations tend to promote and tolerate open hostility to higher education, and academia. It is not uncommon for professors and other academics to be censored or even arrested. Free expression in the arts and letters is openly attacked. 12. Obsession with Crime and Punishment - Under fascist regimes, the police are given almost limitless power to enforce laws. The people are often willing to overlook police abuses and even forego civil liberties in the name of patriotism. There is often a national police force with virtually unlimited power in fascist nations.
13. Rampant Cronyism and Corruption - Fascist regimes almost always are governed by groups of friends and associates who appoint each other to government positions and use governmental power and authority to protect their friends from accountability. It is not uncommon in fascist regimes for national resources and even treasures to be appropriated or even outright stolen by government leaders.
14. Fraudulent Elections - Sometimes elections in fascist nations are a complete sham. Other times elections are manipulated by smear campaigns against or even assassination of opposition candidates, use of legislation to control voting numbers or political district boundaries, and manipulation of the media. Fascist nations also typically use their judiciaries to manipulate or control elections.
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I am a writer. When interesting events happen in my life I write them down as best as I can remember. I read them over and over and add my thoughts and feelings and sometimes humor to them. The stories you are about to read are mostly true. I am a writer. ~Sara Poe