"Rage More!" ~Paulie Oster
Last week it was medically determined that Emily is suffering from exhaustion. I was too in a state of delirium to remember being told this. With school starting full time next week it's been decided that she was going to get EXTREME rest this past weekend and take a couple weeks off working at the store.
We three lead very busy lives and Emily hasn't really slowed down all summer. It's something she's not use to. So we put her in the BIG BED and played maid. (Without the black outfits and constant sex, tho Emily suggested it time and time again.) This was all kinds of fun for us because it gave we three a common goal to work for all weekend. Emily's goal was to rest and my and Lora's was to see to it she did.
It also helped to take a lot of the tension out of the air that's built up lately. Having fun will ALWAYS do that, and pampering our little Miss Graves was much, much fun indeed.
Saturday, late evening. Just before dark. Our tuckered out tween sleeps like a rock in the BB. (Interruption; `tween means "between," but "tween" without the ` is a girl who's about to turn twenty. Got it? Good.) I started to get the most wonderfully evil idea.
"Whudaya wanna do now?" I asked Lora, showing her my usual come-on smile.
With the best poker face in the world she looked at me, paused for about twenty seconds, then replied, "What? You wanna teach me some new tricks you learned?"
Aaargh! That bit HARD! My smile immediantly faded. I had tried to be suggestive with her and she shot me down HARSHLY while letting me know at the same time that she was in NO WAY ready for that yet. (And if you don't know what I'm talking about then you obviously haven't read the last few posts here.)
After a few silent minutes of sitting there watching the evening news...
"Wanna pace?" I asked.
"Do what?" she asked in return.
"Pace!" said I. "Agric wants me to pace around the community garden and let him know exactually how big it is."
Straight-faced silence from her, then..."Why?"
Silence from me....
"I...don't know." Which for some odd reason got a smile out of her.
Then after a slight why-the-fuck-not shrug of her shoulders, "Okay."
Seventy-five paces into it, "Sorry about earlier," I said.
"76, 77, 78...about what?"
"The suggestive smile thing. I wasn't thinking." I replied.
"81, 82...Yeah, I'm sorry for what I said, too. You didn't deserve that."
"Yes I did." I said.
"Yeah, you did." She said. I gave her a quick WTF look and she smiled, then I smiled.
"Let's go walking in the woods." I suggested.
"What about pacing for Agric?" She asked.
"Fuck`em," I said, "I'll make something up. Tell him I forgot or got too busy." (Agric; email sent.)
"That's mean," she scrunched her eyebrows together.
I took a step toward her and said in the sweetest voice I could muster, "I wanna spend time with you."
She smiled, "Okay, fuck`em. Back or front."
"Um...back, I think." *pause* "I've been asked by more than one person to please remove my moped from the pond so...so I need to do that."
We started walking toward the back woods with Lora reluctantly adding, "I'll help."
The pond really isn't that deep. It comes up just above my crotch at it's deepest point, and Lora had only drove the moped where the water was just above it's tires, so I didn't think getting it out would pose much of a task for the both of us.
WRONG! Trying to push that fucker up an incline out of a slippery pond was HARD! We got it out first try but also got wet and a little muddy ta boot. Don't think the pond isn't clean. The coi died years ago and we have filtration units discuised as little waterfalls at each end, so it's clean. But it's still a pond and it's still outside, ergo; mud abounds.
Lora jumped on and tried to start it. Nothing. My poor moped was dead. Off to Jacob's garage with it then. I was sweating after all that pushing so I pulled off my top and this weeeee short pink skirt I was wearing, along with my thong and sandles (Yep, never know when HLA *Hot Lesbian Action* is gonna start and when it does you want to have as little to take off as possible!) and right back into the water I went, ending up sitting under one of the waterfalls cooling off.
I looked over at Lora and she was still just sitting on the moped, but now she was watching me. I knew she wanted me. I knew she wanted to strip down and come right in after me. "C'mere," I said, holding my arms out to her, tho almost positive she would just walk away.
She didn't. She got off the moped and just let it clunk to the ground. Pulled off her white T that read "Boyz SUK! Girlz EAT!" dropped her cut-offs and waded into the pond wearing her thong and sandles. Right away she went under the water then came up about three feet in front of me.
"I'm not having sex with you," was the first thing out of her mouth.
"I wasn't gonna suggest it. You act like that's all I ever think about," I said with a slight bit of attitude.
"Unless you're on the Internet."
"That's not true," getting a little mad now.
"Okay, " she paused to think, "When you're on the Internet...watching Buffy...or reading comic books."
"Well, yeah, but that's EVERYBODY, not just me." Sara made a funny and Lora laughed.
"You're so..." she started to say.
With just my head out of the water I inched a little closer to her. "What?" I asked.
Silence, our eyes locked. Another inch closer.
Lora moved forward and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around her and felt what I hadn't felt it far too long. Her body pressed against mine. She pulled her mouth away and grabbed my hair, pulling my head back so she could look into my eyes.
"I would die without you. You know that, don't you?" She said.
"You're the reason I live, " I said, "You've got an amazing future ahead of you and I'm here to be by your side forever."
We kissed again, then she got suddenly tense and pulled away from me.
"You don't believe that do you?"
The question confused the hell outta me! "What? You don't think it's forever?"
"That's not what I was talking about. You don't really think you're just here to be by my side do you?"
"Why wouldn't I? You're the most incredible person I've ever known, Lora. Being by your side is all I want. It's all I need, baby."
***We Interrupt This Blog...***
Okay, like I've said many times before, Lora likes to say things that make me look very special and MUCH more important than I really am in life, and to her I am, but I usually don't add them to my blog. This, however, was just such a cool thing that she said so...
"Sara..." she started to shake her head and got quiet again for a moment. "Baby, you are Sara FUCKIN' Poe! They will tell LEGENDS, you hear me? LEGENDS of you someday in this community! The things you do, the things you've already done..."
*Sara starts to quote the movie "Scarface"* "Yeah, dey need me. Dey need me so dey can point and say, Dere goes the bad guy! Well take a look at da bad guy, baby!"
I started to move close to her again hoping to pick up where we left off.
"I'm serious, Sara. You've TPed Elder Malcolm's house like, a DOZEN times in the last few years! (It's actually 16 times but who's counting.) You bury other people's kitchen knives! Poison their dogs! (One. Fuckin'. Dog...and they never let you forget the shit.) You're not afraid to go knockin' on EVERYBODY'S doors at three in the morning just because you're bored! And remember when you designated every OTHER Thursday as Let-the-air-out-of-Jacob's-tires Day?"
Big smile crossed my face, "Yeah, remember when we use to celebrate afterwards."
Lora laughed hard and barely sputtered out, "He...he kept b..buying new tires!"
That laugh was all I could take. I lunged forward and tackled her. We hit the water right as my lips touched her's. After about a five second underwater kiss we both came up for air, then immediantly started kissing again.
I backed her over to the waterfall and she lifted herself up onto the rock so that just her legs were in the water. I was kissing her breasts and stomach while trying to get her thong out of the way when...
"Daddy, Thara and Worwa's in the pon kithin'" came the sweetest little voice ya EVA heard.
Lora yelled, "AH!" then dove into the water. My step-dad came walking up the trail to the pond and as soon as he saw us grabbed my little brother and hustled him back home. "Sorry, girls," he yelled back to us. But it was too late...
Lora was already hurrying over to where she had dropped her clothes.
"They're gone," I said, but she had lost the mood. Lora is a very private person when it comes to our lives. People knowing that we made love in the pond was NOT something she wanted. Especially since she had to deal with most of the people around here on a daily basis at the center. By the time I was picking up my clothes she was dressed and pushing the moped up the trail towards home.
I stood there for a few minutes looking at the water. There use to be a large rock at the far end where one of the waterfalls sits now. I use to sit on it and read for hours. Then the water started to get stagnet, the way still waters always do, and my step-dad had it remodeled. I like to think it was out of fear of the West Nile Virus, but probably not so much.
Sunday was another taking care of Emily day. Lora and I didn't have any alone time together but things are getting good between us again. We talk like we use to and laugh together again when something's funny. No more touchy kissy has happened. Bummer. :(
Today, Monday, we three were all laying on the BIG BED watching Mr & Mrs Smith on HBO when Emily asked Lora and me to sleep there with her tonight. We're all so very tired of sleeping alone. I waited till Lora agreed then did so myself. I HIGHLY doubt any of the NASTY will be going on but it's not really about that right now.
It's about things being good again.
Top Five Favorite Movies
1. Lost and Delirious
2. Interview with the Vampire
3. Batman Begins
5. The Crow
Top Five Favorite Tv Shows
1. Buffy the Vampire Slayer
2. WWE RAW
4. Sailor Moon / Once And Again
5. Friday the 13th the Series/ Highlander the Series
Top Five Favorite Songs (This week)
1. Dante's Prayer
2. My Immortal
3. Fall From Grace
5. Theme from "It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown!"
Top TEN Favorite Books
1. Stephen King's Bag of Bones
2. Alan Moore's Watchmen
3. Stephen King's Danse Macabe
4. The Encyclopedia of Serial Killers
5. Tale of the Body Thief by Anne Rice
6. Kingdom Come by Mark Waid and Alex Ross
7. Mick Foley's Have A Nice Day; A tale of blood and sweatsocks!
8. The Vampire Lastat by Anne Rice
9. Stephen King's On Writing
10. Stephen King's Everything's Eventual