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3/19/07

The Profound and Utter Darkness of Mere Being!

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"Failed. Good. Reconsider. You do not need to do this. Why?" ~Agric

So, I was supposed to go out and take some pics today but SHIT HAPPENS and Lora kinda fReAkEd out on me. See, a few months back my therapist and I were talking about some anger issues that I have. She suggested that I try out the good ole' fashion beat-something-with-a-pillow-bat, and even supplied afore mentioned pillow bat, AND suggested that I use monsterhead as my target.
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For those of who don't know monsterhead is; I bought this glow-in-the-dark monster head that comes out of the wall like a moose head. Except it's, y'know, a monster. Week three of it being in my possesion, and continiously talking to me (BAD, bad things about Lora.) and then me mounting it on my baby's sewing dummy so it would have a bady, Lora decided that it should sleep in the bedroom down the hall with dead grandma. (The two of them bicker sometimes, but get along surprisingly well most of the while.)

Anyways...
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I tried the pillow bat and it just wasn't that satisfying. So, deciding to get a little more creative, I went and gathered certain clothers from each of my family members. They're mostly the ones I get mad at so it made sense to dress monsterhead up in whomever I was angry with at that time THEM pound it mercilessly, right?

Still not satisfying enough.
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Recently, since I stopped burying them in the backyard, everyone has been more lax with locking up their kitchen knife drawers. Sometimes we evem go for days with it unlocked. So I went down and got my favorite knife, the one with the black blade, and started using it instead of the soft puffy pillow bat. (Favorite word; STAB!)
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Well, Lora, who NEVER goes into that bedroom for some reason, decides to clean it out so my little sister Laura can move in at the end of the month. She turns 18 on the 25th and is going to live with us full time.Lora finds the sewing dummy dressed in her clothes and full of stab (STAB!) wounds. She kinda fReAkEd out. (Which is why I didn't tell her what I was doing in the first place.) So we three staying locked in "talking" about my anger issues.
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I tried to explain that it really wasn't a big deal and USUALLY it was wearing my sister's clothes anyway so... But she thought it was a serious problem that neded immediate attention. Maybe she was right.

So we spent the day listening to Dhalavira by Kitaro and discussing OUR feelings.
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Catching Up With Old Friends...
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My friend Agric left his home today to go and live in the forest with tree people and will be offline for a couple of months. I'll miss you, Agrichadron! Safe journey.

Moonspider was banned from the Bendis Board because of his porn addiction. He's back now.
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DMJim does nothing but work, sing with his sister and draw pictures of girls. (See pics below.)
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Jon Dye is Changingshades.
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I don't know what that means but it sure the FUCK does look eXtreme!


Rodger looks busy.
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Kent doesn't seem to speak to me much anymore. Kubiak has disappeared. :( So has Tia. :(

Angelle...well, I feel like I've known Angelle forever.


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Blessedbe, Sara<3

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12 Comments:

Blogger Jon said...

XXXXXXX-TREEEEEME

It means I'm a big fan of Shade, the Changing man :D

If you haven't read it you really should

5:32 AM  
Blogger DungeonMasterJim said...

Ahem, Miss Poe, I'll have you know I do more than always work. I only work 5 days a week and mandatory over-time once that arrives soon.

Oh,...wait. Crap.

I do have a slight addiction to playing Call of Duty 2 on-line! Does that change anything?

1:49 PM  
Blogger Kent said...

Poop. Didn't realize I wasn't talking to you as much. If it helps, I think I have actually not been talking to a lot of my friends as much. I'm not sure why. I shouldn't be that busy. Or maybe it's because I talk to Christiane for four or five hours a night so it seems like I'm talking to people a lot more.

I usually bottle up my anger and then blow up and destroy something.

4:32 PM  
Blogger Moonspider said...

i can say that i never actualy ever consiered you to have anger issues hon....you've been the sweetest, nicest, most beautiful person (outside and in) ive ever met and have the honor of knowing...


me on the otherhand...am an uncrotrollable force of mixed emotions...im worse than a tripe threat, im infinity threat

and wanna lok at the sword i own???



just sending some love hon
oh, and porn addiction, not realy......just trying to help a brother rub one out?



ewwwwwwwwwwwww, just saying that sounded wrong..*bites tongue*



um.....im weird
dear god kill me

1:44 AM  
Blogger Sara's Stuff! said...

Jon; Nope, not too into Shade. I didn't even know he had an ongoing.

Jim; Send me that shirt. :)

Kent; Yeah, it's Christiane's fault... Just kidding. ^_^

Moonspider; By the way, thankx to the link to that porn board...

1:06 AM  
Blogger Moonspider said...

just sending some love to my special girl...hope yer well sweetheart

2:04 AM  
Blogger Sara's Stuff! said...

Okay, so my damn comp is messing up and I can't log into blogger at the moment. More when it's fixed.

~Sara<3

8:15 AM  
Blogger Sabrina said...

i'm a little behind, but... yay, new blog.

I wish you and I talked more, you're such a sweetheart.

*hugs and kisses*

2:14 AM  
Blogger Moonspider said...

just wanted to see how everything has been going for you hon....seeing as the last thing you wrote was a myspace comment, just wanted to give you a poke and hope everything is going well...



yeah, im that diabeticaly sweet

12:58 AM  
Blogger Moonspider said...

hug

9:15 PM  
Blogger Sara's Stuff! said...

AAARGH! My comp is still down! Back soon hopefully guys. :(

11:36 AM  
Blogger Jon said...

why you no post no more?

10:56 PM  

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