I've read the emails and messages at my private board and just wanted to respond to everyone in one post.
Last weekend was the anniversary of my mom's death. My friend Eric died on Friday. I was having a VERY hard time dealing with these two events and stopped taking my meds in hopes it would make the weekend disappear from my memory. I meant to start taking them again on Monday but it didn't happen that way.
So if I insulted anyone please forgive me and understand that sometimes I can't control my actions. I'm not using this as an excuse, just wanting everyone tounderstand that I didn't mean to hurt anyone.