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1/31/06

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Of the last six days, I've skipped taking my meds three of them. Usually first thing in the morning Lora and me wake, do the bathroom fresh-up thing,(Sometimes sex comes right after that. Hot LESBIAN Sex!) then head downstairs to the kitchen for coffee and breakfast. (Fruit for her, cereal for me. (Usually something WAY too sugary.)
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First things first, Lora goes straight for my meds, gets me water, and makes sure I take them. Not that she's treating me like a child, just that I sometimes forget. But I learned that she doesn't actually WATCH me when I take them. The sound of the faucette running covers the sound of the pills hitting the sink.
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I've also learned that less meds make the days much more interesting.

Example; There's this really cute guy in my anthropology class. Quiet, shy, sensative. All the girls, and one of the guys, just think he's a doll. So everyday I've been shooting him in the back of his head with a rubber band. Just once per day, and nobody has caught me yet.
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I've also developed the nerve to explore the school more. I totally explored the high school to the point where the janitor would check the sub-basement storage room everyday to make sure I wasn't hanging out in there. At the college I have three classes everyday. Anthropology, world history, hour break, then creative writing. I've been spending the hour break checking out as much of the school as possible.
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Less meds have made me want to do things again instead of just going along with the program. I've even been riding the city bus to the resale shop everyday after school instead of having Lora pick me up. Doing this has slightly upset Lora because she likes to get away from work for awhile each day.
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She knows that she doesn't have to go there and could instead come to school with me. The money would still come in and we could be together but Lora likes to "earn her keep" and doesn't want my step-dad giving us money every week unless it's been earned. I admire that, even though I think it's dumb. Why work when you can go to school instead.
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Yes, not taking the meds has made dead grandma start appearing again. And sometimes reality gets a little blurred with my daydreams. And the dog down the street has been looking at me strange. And, okay, a few times I've woken in the middle of the night and made phone calls that I shouldn't have...

But all in all things are getting a helluvalot more interesting!

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~Sara<3
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How many of you out there have heard of alternative engines engines that can run on anything from alcohol to garbage or water? Or carburetors that can get hundreds of miles to the gallon? Or electric or magnetic engines that can practically run forever? You don't know about them, because if they were to come into use they'd put the oil companies out of business.

The concept of the internal combustion engine has been obsolete for over 50 years. But because of the oil cartels and corrupt government regulation we and the rest of the world have been forced to use gasoline for over 100 years. Big business is primarily responsible for destroying the water we drink, the air we breathe and the food we eat.

They have no care for the world they destroy only for the money they make in the process.

How many oil spills can we endure?

Millions and millions of gallons of oil are destroying the ocean and the many forms of life it supports. Among these is plankton, which supplies 60 to 80% of the earth's oxygen. It supports the entire marine ecosystem which forms the basis of our planet's food supply.

But the plankton is dying.

I thought, "Well, let's go to some remote state or country "anywhere on earth."

But in doing a little research, I realized that these people broker toxic waste all over the world. They basically control the legislation and, in fact, they control the law.

The law says no company can be fined more than xxx thousands a day. If a company's making millions a day by dumping lethal toxic waste into the ocean, it's only good business to continue doing this.

They influence the media so that they can control our minds.

They've made it a crime to speak out for ourselves.

If we do so, we're called conspiracy nuts and we're laughed at. We're angry because we're all being chemically and genetically damaged...

...and we don't even realize it.

Unfortunately, this will affect our children.

We go to work each day and right under our noses we see our car and the car in front of us spewing noxious, poisonous gases, that are all accumulative poisons. These poisons kill us slowly, even when we see no effect.
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How many of us would've believed if we were told a few years that on a certain day we wouldn't be able to see 50 feet in front of us, that we wouldn't be able to take a deep breath. because the air would be a mass of poisonous gas. That we couldn't drink out of our faucets, that we'd have to buy water out of bottles. Our most common and God-given rights have been taken away from us.
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8 Comments:

Blogger Jon_dye said...

sara

Love bunny

take your meds, please

oh and watch RAW with us

1:49 PM  
Blogger DungeonMasterJim said...

No go on the water alternative engineas far as I'm concerned. I'm not a big fan of an engine using something that comprises like 90% of my body.

Did you see the Royal Rumble? I haven't watched wrestling in awhile and I loved it!

And I gotta agree with Jon. Take your meds.

3:23 PM  
Blogger Sara's Stuff! said...

Jim, Yep, ordered and watched it and thought it was the BEST ppv in a looooong time.

Jon, have you noticed how different the RAW thread is now? We use to have a lot of fun but the new people are such HATERS that bitch and complain about the WWE that it's just no fun anymore. :(

I'm usually there (invisible) reading but rarely post.

Also, I had a nightmare last night. The first one I've had in a very long time. Without the meds, I get to have and enjoy more nightmares. (YAY FOR NIGHTMARES!!!)

:)

~Sara<3

10:45 PM  
Blogger Jon_dye said...

okay with the meds, but be careful, okay?

and RAW is always a bunch of haters, so few people understand the subtle magic that is boogie man

still, I'm probably not watchin RAW any more until Rey has the title on SD

12:08 AM  
Blogger DungeonMasterJim said...

Today someone told me that the Boogie Man was a dude from a Tough Enough that was kicked out because of his (over) age. Is this true?

Gotta admit, my friend and I LOVED the Boggeyman! LOL!

7:24 PM  
Blogger DungeonMasterJim said...

Guess I'm tired after a 12 hour workday.

I meant my friend and I LOVE the Boogie Man!

7:25 PM  
Blogger Moonspider said...

that willow picture looks weird.....the head just does'nt fit that body well


another greta read sweetie...thanks for sharing!!!!

10:51 PM  
Blogger Sara's Stuff! said...

Hey Moonspider, I'm pretty sure that's a fake, but it's a nice fake. :p

~Sara<3

2:46 AM  

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