I'm finished crying for now.
Lora and I got into a big fight today. It started small and somehow it go too big to handle. We both started yelling and I said something to the effect of, "This is my house so just leave," or something like that. I really hurt her. The house has been in my family since it was built and sat empty for over a year till Lora and I moved into it TOGETHER. But in the heat of anger I made her feel like it wasn't her house also.
We've never had a fight like this before. I don't know how it got so out of control.
Lora packed a bag and left me. Now I'm alone and I feel like the world hates me. She went to her mom's and now she won't answer her cell phone. I think I fucked things up pretty bad as I usually do.
I love her with all my heart and soul and have no ideal how things got so out of control and now I don't know how to fix it.
I feel so lost.